By Jocelyn Wilkinson
A brush, a swipe, a breath
I feel you against my neck
I can’t find you though.
Where did you go?
Hand flings through the air—I’m growing up to you.
You were just there
But now you’re gone.
Where did you go?
There
There
There
I see you but can’t get you
Try catching up, you’re gone.
Where are you going?
Stop
Stop
STOP
Please I said stop
Just slow down so I can catch you
I can feel you—I’m almost big enough for you—just slow down.
Where are you going?
My body is
B U R S T I N G
trying to find, meet, understand you
Can’t you see I’m trying?
Why are you going?
Oh there you are…
Almost…
I missed you again—bigger, bigger—slipped from my hands.
Why are you going?
You stopped…but…you were going somewhere…
You couldn’t have stopped for me—I shrink, I’m normal.
Why did you stop?