That feeling
only a self-medicator
cannot feel
we all need some help
when you smoke cigarettes on purpose
when you drown your conscience
when you get higher than your lowered expectations
Anything to press and hold down
the fast forward button of life
You can never rewind,
only replay
you know it
will end one day
your tape will be used up
you pull it out
Exposed to the light
it burns
letting go
of memories can be hell
but in reality the angels
are purifying you in fire
so that you can enter heaven
So yes…